I hate it when..
jessacruuz: —kaarencee: When you convince yourself you don’t care anymore, that you’ve moved on, and that you’ll be o k a y . And then something comes outta nowhere, and just hurts you all over again. It makes me feel like I can’t even trust myself. \:
When I thought things were getting better, she just had to say something like that right ? Just when I thought I was getting shit done, everything going good… - -” Man, So this might be for real happening? … I feel like crying again thinking about it. Fuck. I still have to tell them too. Only a few know. Maaaaaaan fuck. Hmmph… okay okay, let’s look past that....
I still haven't gotten over how
HOT Tae Yang is. LOL Shit
Plus one, minus another.
I hope everything is coming back together for them. I reeeally do. I don’t want to go anywhere else other than here. I wanna stay where I am. Because the friends I got, mean the fucken WORLD to me. I’m really glad they’re talking. :):) So… Lord, thank you very much for listening to my prayers ♥ That may be a plus one, but this is a minus one. I don’t know if I...
January 28th 2010
- Got to school @ 2:45 to hand-in my overdue shit. - Waited fucken half an hour outside her fucken door - -“ - Waited for Allison to pick me up. - Drove around … literally… - Went Overdale - Seriously drove by Polo like 4 times the exact same ways. - Ended up @ Asia City - Had talks with her :):):) I love you, ate ! - Dropped off @ Yellow House - Talked to eachother...
Oh hey there, dreams of mine.
Can you stop relating to my real life? Stop making me dream about something that I already have to go through in reality?! You’re suppose to take me to another place and forget about everything that’s really happening. Fuuuuuck you.
Is this really happening?
I don’t want to believe it is. I don’t want to know if it’s a for sure. I don’t want to think about it. But every night, it always comes up. This is all happening so quickly. I can’t handle it. This happened before, but that’s when I didn’t know any better. But now that I know the full story… I don’t know what I should do. All I need is the...
I don’t get why youngin’s are saying they’ve been heart broken. They’ve been in love. They’ve been through all this shit. Stop thinking shit like that. Like, yeah sure. You’re prolly hurt and all, but stop fucken saying you’re heart broken. Stop saying you need someone to love. Fuck, you’re so young and you’re already thinking about finding the...
Which one should you follow? Mind or Heart?
boygirlconvos: Don’t force your heart if it has feelings for someone, but don’t forget to control your heart with your brain, they are the greatest enemies. Do you ever feel it when you are getting hurt by someone, but you still wanna be with them? thats what your heart is telling you, if you feel the way that makes you think ‘hey I deserve better, why would I wanna be with someone that hurts...
When I say "legit" ... I feel cool.
How you feeling? Stressed but happy. Stressed because of exams but I’m happy because everything’s going aight now. :) Don’t be a pussy, just ask. :D
I'm stronger than you think
Well, I’m pretty happy right now. No doubt about that. Chem project is done and handed in. I know exactly what I gotta do for English. Physics we’re reviewing this whole week. Athletic Therapy, missed out on nothing. Drama, the exam is on Thursday. Planning to surprise someone with something. :) If it can happen. And well… Life’s great ! Well, title says it all. I know...
So, I just realized.. not just realized but realized even more, how awesome my friends are. And how fucken awesome my bestfriends are. I truely fucken love you guys. No questions asked ♥♥♥♥
I thought it’d be a shitty day since I had that shitty night. BUT, I re thought everything while in class. First had Physics, did the test. Didn’t finish cause I was thinking too much about this whole dramatic shit. BUT THEN, I had AT (: I gotta say, even though Athletic Therapy is boring as shit, that class always makes my day :) Me, Andy, and Ty were throwing the cpr mouths at...
Rather have the bitter truth than a sweet lie.
Sometimes it's not worth it
It’s either I enjoy this week, forget what I found out on the weekend. Forget how low some people can be. Forget about everything that just happened. Or, I can be a bitch and be sour this whole week. Show all this shit I’ve been hiding this whole time. What sucks is that, I never want to be the person who’s always the kj in the group. But shit, this is a fucken kill joy. Not to...
I can't act like I don't care anymore.
Sometimes you just have to turn your back and walk...